waiting

I am not good with waiting. At all. Never been. I don't wanna become used to it! And still I am waiting. I am waiting for my visa and I can't stop dreaming about my holiday. I feel guilty thinking about it, as it depends entirely on my visa - the one I don't have yet. I hope next week I will receive the good news. Actually, next week I have to receive the good news. I am afraid to dream too much because I don't wanna jinx it!
However, every day I stared at my phone from 10am to 14pm hoping that the embassy would call. It didn't. But I have the feeling that the lucky phone call will come early next week.
I wanna have my exotic trip into the unknown, I wanna discover a new culture and a new life style. I am very excited about all this. I am exited about mangoes and lychee (and all the exotic fruits), about big turtles, new clothes style, the sun...just about everything!
But most of all I am excited about spending 2 weeks with my special someone! Can't stop dreaming!
Coming up soon with news. And hopefully it will be good news!