sunshine

I have been waiting for this moment since forever and finally it's here: sun is shinning, birds are singing, people are smiling! It's like the whole world has just woke up from an unpleasantly long sleep.
It's incredible what spring does to me, but I feel like I am getting back the control of my time, like I no longer have to be on the run, like I can stop for just two seconds, look up and smile knowing that my smile will reach other million smiles in the sky and build a beautiful rainbow of hope.
I somehow know that everything will be ok, even if I can't define that everything.
Looking forward to an incredible rebirth of the nature, to my present, to our future.

Positive thinking (and acting)

After a hectic beginning of 2010 I have finally decided to do something for myself. So yesterday I didn't go to work. I woke up late with a big smile on my face that was saying "at this time I should have entered my office, but in stead I am merely opening my eyes". I enjoyed my coffee and decided not to feel bad about the fact that the sun was missing in action and it was snowing again.
For the first time in ages I felt like I was the master of time. No reason to hurry, no reason to miss a smile, no reason to feel that life is somewhere else. I was alive!
I treated myself good with a 2 hours appointment at a nice SPA, I enjoyed reading bad magazines, I loved talking to friends and not complain that I am too tired. It was such a great day!
And what other perfect way to end a perfect day if not with the person you care for the most?
Thank God for small favors!